I feel like a bum

So we all know that I am without a job right now and I feel like a bum. I KNOW that I will get hired soon and I have a good lead on a part time job but I feel like a dork. I am a housewife and I never wanted to be a housewife. I feel like I should be out earning money or at least at home with a child. Instead I am home with a dog and two cats. I just did my bills with my last check and I am so depressed. I know things are going to change and change soon since I only want part time it shouldn't be hard to find a job but agh. I don't like feeling like a huge burden to The Man and he has been only been supportive but someone give me a job!!